unproductive day....hmm a decent night with assignment completion...And yes ..6 hrs of not being there together...! uff 'Restless'...

"The contented man can be happy with what appears to be useless"

A bee that's in search of nectar flits from one flower to another. It is desperate. It's a beautiful day, but the urge has to be satiated! And the moment it gets a flower that has honey it is satisfied. It feels gratified! And that's how I feel today…A lot of things that may seem so unimportant when you have them …At your disposal at your access…Now today , Makes me realize the worth…

Decided my future plan...

Cleaned my room…

Washed my clothes…

Arranged and organized my files

Used the study table for a change

Cooked good food

Saw a Tamil movie... Ah ha! And then a few scenes saw myself in the movie! Silly. Never ever thought I would do that!

Spoke to amma and appa! Ah ha! Spoke to my bro! Ah the love and affection effusing from the way they spoke!

Finished my assignment!

And have the love of my life with me right here...right now!

Can't believe sometimes that you can get so lucky...with things working your way!

Thank you God! Contented! Happy and excited to live life each day like this!

no trust...no appreciation...100% efforts fm my side! excrutiating !

Too much dependency..emotionally..Crazy! Thats not the way it has to go! Hold on to yourself..dont give too much away!
Dont get into a situation where you would not be able to return..come back!

Hold On!!!!

Think coolly..Fuck emotions!

"
Smile more
dress well
dont be rude
learn to communicate
dont assume
answer to the point
dont be unparlimentary
be proactive
be quick
have a firm voice with clarity

"

"When can enough be actually enough"

Its an unending insatiable journey...You work for something..reach a point and then you realsie you have not done enough...

Miles to go befoe I sleep!

It s 7 degrees outside..I am in some place 7 seas away from home...Things in a total state of disorder..Too many things and I am lost in the sea of "now what next's? "Gosh its a crazy muddle I am living in........

Can I just be transported a day out of this mess..Get my co-ordinates in place...Can i live alone one day...no body around...