Is too much proximity not good with a person? Too much being together, in sight of each other all the time are sometimes detrimental to a relationship possibly....i wonder... where this is going to go from hereon???

i was a much more confident girl..much more in control of my life...why do i feel as if i have lost it?
why do i feel as if i have to do something because I "need" to do it...why do somethings not come straight from heart? why do i under utilize the time i have in my hand? Why am i wasting away sometimes?

i seem to have lost track of my goal! it seems to have shifted than what it was... this is not blaming anyone...i take the blame whole and sole! i have lost "me"...